Cherryblossomdreams lyrics

(Verse: xeno)
Can't really say that I been elevating
More like levitation to a standstill
Weary to the bone
But I love working with my hands still
Something bout the way
I can look back my creation
It's still sh*t that I can't talk about
I'm walking with a anvil
I'm marching up the anthill
Cuz it's all that I know
Lord I try to trust my spirit
Still I cry can no one hear me I'm lost
But I keep holding on
n*gga this that roadside assistance that I'm smoking on
The truth will always hurt you the most
But this is all that I have
And this is all that I am
Said it was part of the plan but I never had one
Used to chase a dream
Until it turned into a bad one
Heard my father's voice the other day
The first time in a while
I ain't say nothing
I was in thе passenger seat of thе U-Haul
Staring out to the ethers
Thinking if flowers could talk
Perhaps they would know all my secrets
(Verse: NotSeth)
See I can't trust it
Life done showed its ass too many times
That's why I f*ck it, man
I been at the top too many times
But this a bucket
My alternatives' gon' pull me down
They watch me drown proceed to die even when life around
I got this crown but I don't need it
sh*t be pointless how I see it
Got this hunger in me
It just seem to grow when I be eating
Heart be beating through my chest
I won't sleep but I need rest
Feel like sh*t but when I
Feel like this is when I do my best
My own foot be on my neck
I ain't giving me no breaks
The opportunities be there but sh*t, they not for me to take
She can't leave ain't got no rake
Hold my heart for goodness sake
Feed the family with the food i have
I only had one plate
Man they straight
I told em that
It bee the n*ggas standing in the mirror that's gon' hold em back
I wish that I could live
Too many pills I wash them down with Tussin
Thought that I would die
No emotion but i'm still in motion
Hold up, lemme cry
Know I shed a tear in front of my people
But they still know i'm that guy
Only folks that I be worried bout is
Me myself and I now