[Verse One: Xtlxs]
I'm still lost, still tryna figure this it out, wondering why my mind's clouding with doubt
Lost everybody last year they were gone in a month, all cause of these words that came out of my mouth
I say it all the time that I'm ready to die, the truth is I'm not ready I just wanna survive
Depression only kills you when you let it in and it's time to put up a fight so I'm making sh*t up
I'm sitting in this chair and I'm staring at the wall, wondering when will be the next time that I fall
I sit alone thinking you don't want me at all and that's when I give up and I let myself fall
[Verse Two]
I'm a lonely mother f*cker with a passion for love, but it's hard to find when I'm only shoved around
b*tch you got a mindset clouded with pain, you got me f*cked up saying all this sh*t about me
Cause b*tch truth is you don't know sh*t about me, and if you did you wouldn't be talking your sh*t
This is the end I think I'm done with this song b*tch, so I'm hanging up my jacket so you can stay here or pack it
That's real