Shut-In lyrics

Remember in the living room just bussing it up
Laughing bout how Jessie touched me and that f*cked me up
I was only nine years old when she took me up
I was only nine years old at least I think I was
My memory a little hazy when I think about it
But that’s root of all my problems
Constant sex addiction, as a youth I sipped the fountain
Sucking on her titties, I left a little hickey
Yeah it’s f*cking sickening, but n*gga this sticks with me
And this the truth that I’ve always known
Triggered ain’t the word when I’m walking through my home and I’m
Sitting in my room, I wanna be alone
Might just f*ck anothеr girl that’s been hitting up my phone
Baby girl you don’t want these problеms
I’m f*cked up in the head, and I’m addicted to the drama
And when we f*ck, please don’t use no condoms
Like to keep the feeling raw like we up in Sodom

Can we see it eye to eye
I’m thinking bout the summertime
I don’t go outside, because I’m thinking bout another time
Never liked the neighborhood that I grew up on
Rather box me in, while I play another song
This street block feel just like a cell block
n*gga down the street stole my wristwatch
So I f*cked his sister for the get back
But the n*gga never knew, that why her sh*t fat
And this the ghetto cycle that we steady living in
We moving through the days, as we bathing in our sins
My n*gga got a charge now he’s sitting in the pen
When will this sh*t ever end?