coffee & cherry blossoms lyrics

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
Ayy, and my hands shake 'til my mind breaks
Into pieces crumbling right in my face
I really thought I got better but I just don't change
Why does part of me never wanna wake up the next day?
And my hands shake 'til my mind breaks
Into pieces crumbling right in my face
I really thought I got better but I just don't change
Why does part of me never wanna wake up the next day?

[Verse]
My music's confusing, it changes all time
But I just make sh*t reflecting my current state of mind
And I keep letting you enter this burning world of mine
Keep on tricking myself by hiding behind my lies
Sucks knowing I didn't purposely cut my ties
It seems like I ran away and left them all behind
But then I lost my path and lost my f*cking mind
Now I'm really alone and know exactly why
Yeah, you saw hate in my eyes and knew what I felt
So can you come in my life and make my heart melt
Something in my head is stopping myself
I just cannot accept all your damn help
Even knowing it's truly better for my health
Even knowing I'm making this sh*t a living hell
But it's all alright, thanks for wishing me well
Sorry, but you're better off with someone else
[Outro]
Yeah, ayy, better off with someone else
Yeah, and my, and my
And my hands shake 'til my mind breaks
Into pieces crumbling right in my face
I really thought I got better but I just don't change
Why does part of me never wanna wake up the next day?