heartache lyrics

[Intro]
Look, I know there's been a lot of mistakes that we've both made
I apologize for my parting half, and all that-that nonsense in the past?
I don't give a sh*t about that anymore
I never stopped thinking about it

[Verse]
Something is stuck in my brain
Hurting so much, but I handle the pain
Question, why can I forget your name?
Thought things were different but it stayed the same
Thought it was over but nothing has changed
Pain in my chest when you're within my range
Talking too much, I got too much to say
Thoughts in my head ruin my day
No one to speak to, I write on the page
And let it all out in the songs that I makе
Cleared out my head, so I took a brеak
I saw the sump but I'm back in the rain
Stay up at night and I stare at the ceiling
So many thoughts keep me from sleeping
Think 'bout the pain in my chest that I'm feelin'
Why does it hurt when I'm not even bleeding?
Thought it was good but I guess I was dreaming
Keep meeting eyes when we're not even speaking
I think I'm in love, I can't give you a reason
I'm staying cold like I'm not changing seasons
I'm just a basset, I feel like a demon
Not a good person, I'm not even decent
I'm breaking down, I'm breaking to pieces
I guess I want love but that's not what I needed
My heart can't agree with my mind
Why does it hurt when I feel like I'm fine?
Afraid to be hurt, so I tell myself lies
I see the truth when I look in your eyes
Losing myself 'cause I can't make you mine
Breaking my heart while I'm wasting my time