[Verse One]
Come to find out yo this kid is fresh
And he’s got a killer sesh
When he be rapping about his distant dad
Yo its’s sickening thinking about his parents
And his hearts a tearing, but he’s forced to wear it, even though it hurt’em
He dessert him when he left him, crying, only two
Sorta got to thinking all the sh*t he shouldn’t even been through
If only they just weren’t kids trying to get it in
Practicing a sin, I wish I was pretending
Thanking god for me, always I shall be
Better than you ever was, cause I started giving two f*cks
And I’m taking talents making something of it
Flows are going in the books cause I’m spitting more than rubbish
And now you rub it, cause I hit soft spot
And I’m waiting for the beat to drop
Like a time bomb tocks
Piercing harder than a bullet from a Glock
And I’ll never stop racing all these other poets to the top, but
[Hook]
One day I'm tryna have a wife and kids
So I just can't live my life like this
And I ain't tryna learn what lifeless is
So I just can't live my life like this
I want the golden chains and diamond rings
But I just can't live my life like this
And sometimes I just wanna light this spliff
But I just can't live my life like this
[Verse Two]
I wish I meant it when I said it
But I’m independent
Never need a woman for more than c*mming to kick it
And I figured that your different
So I didn’t glove it when I f*cked it
Thinking we was on the same page, but now a babies made
Making same mistakes that my father made
Back in ’88 plus four years
Career just ending here
Nothing left but some lady full of tears
And I apologized as her mother cries
Put my pride aside
Filling weeping hearts with some dirty lies
Cause my life just flashed before my eyes
Couldn’t care even if I tried
Funny sh*t it is I just woke up
In my sweaty t-shirt cause it soaked up
Having nightmares that I f*cked up
But I am smarter than that
So here I put it in a rap
Trying to teach a lesson on showing affection
Not to mention all the dudes that be sexing
Without the fathers blessing
Never hit it unless you plan to pop the question, cause