i just want someone to look me in the eyes lyrics

I just want to look someone in the eyes
And fully, um, just be naked for
Well, you know, hypothetically naked
Just my squishy, gross, slimy, gushy self
And have him look at me back and
Unanxiously see that for what I am
It's disgusting, slimy, a mess
And them not be freaked out
Or in the moment feel like they have to accept it but secretly they resent me or find me repulsive and that they have to hide away me after they have to realize how rеpulsive I am
You know I just want for someone to look at mе in the eyes when I'm that way
And I want them to just be okay with it and not make me feel disgusting
And for them to make me feel valuable or enough or good about the things I try to do
It's like acid inside of me and it's getting eaten away and it feels so empty
Because I feel like I always find out what the point is
I'm like "This is what the point is, this is what this is for"
You prioritize the people in your life and prioritize the things that make you feel connected with the universe
But yeah, that's my.. that's my thing