CLOSE MY EYES 2 lyrics

[Chorus: Parker Jack]
About time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?

[Verse 1: Parker Jack]
I’m sorry to mom I know that you’re sad
That I’m only calling when life’s getting bad
The son that you wanted was not what you got
And the father I needed was not what I had
The life that we’re living it broke us together
Meanwhile I was wishing it’d hold us together
I’m sorry I’m down, I’m sorry I’m stressed
I’m f*cking my life up I’m way too deprеssed
This is not us, definitely not mе
This is not what I was wanting to be
I’m sorry I’m messing it up and I’m stressing us both
With the pressure I’m holding inside
I wanna die but I don’t wanna leave
Just kill all the stress that I feel in my life
The person you knew isn’t here, man he died
I wish that you had a chance to say goodbye

[Bridge: Parker Jack]
I lost myself inside the life I love
Got knocked down and couldn’t climb back up
I’m sorry mom I’m not the perfect son
Tried my best but now I think I’m done
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[Verse 2: Chyde]
Feeling depression, feel like I’m lesser
Feel like I’m not living up to the measure
Feel the depression and the aggression
Of not being enough when I look at myself
And if you only knew what I’m telling myself
When I’m feeling blue and I dwell on myself
Sit in my room and put hell on myself
It’s nothing new I’m not feeling myself
Locked in my mind, and it feels like I’m dying
f*cked up inside, will I ever be fine?
I don’t know
You know what it’s like when you feel like your heart skips a beat?
When you feel like your thoughts are on f*cking repeat?
And you’re asking WHY - why does it have to be “me”?

[Bridge: Chyde]
And I hope that I will get to
See the days when I’m not sad
And I hope I can find rest too

[Chorus: Parker Jack & Chyde]
About time that I
I close my eyes and hide from the darkness
Have I earned that yet?
Have I earned that yet yet yet yet?
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