Stop the Hand lyrics

You see, dating's just a tool I use
To figure out that I don't love someone
My heart is a clock but I just sleep through my alarm
And now it seems I've finally found someone
But his heart belongs to someone else
I can't stop the hand from turning with my arm

So it's just another night I cannot sleep
Just another flashing light I'm forced to see
But at least I've tried, I've tried so hard to close my eyes
And sleep through my screams

And now it seems I've lost myself
What I want today might change as well
Chasing my way out of Hell
With invisible tape on my damaged shell
And he really likes me too, I guess
With all those nights we spent undressed
I hope, to him, I'm not just someone else
And we listened to the pain we shared
As we walked and talked in the cold night air
And I told him he was filling up a void
I said, "Holes, they can dig deeply, yes
They can eat you up inside your chest so
Listen close while I digest and
Tell you why my eyes are red