Rock Bottom* lyrics

Lyrics From TikTok Video & Live Performance

[Verse 1]
You were once my rock, now I'm rock bottom in your room
I broke down on the way, I guess that I already knew
Trying not to punch the wheel like it's the other dude
Oh, I would have given everything I had to you
Well, I'm sorry 'bout the timing, there's not much that I can say
Other than the fact I didn't think it would go down this way
'Cause watching him go down on you was not my plan today
Not sure what crushed my ego more, his perfect body or your face

[Pre-Chorus]
Now, somehow, I'm the one who's left embarrassed at the scene
When some guy has got his head further up your legs than your own jeans
If I had come ten minutes later and his c*m was on your sheets
Well, at least you coulda told a lie I'd always half believe

[Chorus]
But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy
But, instead, I stood there like a b*tch about to cry
And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind
But, instead, I hit the road, you took a load
I hope he gave you piece of mind

[Verse 2]
Well, you said you'd always care, now you don't care enough to ask
But, if you're asking, Mom had cancer and my dad is still an ass
And I've been looking for a therapist who doesn't dig up on my past
'Cause I'm scared she might make me realise we'd never last
Oh, you once called me home you're more into going out
'Cause you ain't been home for weeks, and I should probably move out
But I'm scared 'cause most our memories are all over this house
Well, this must be rock bottom 'cause I'm crying in your blouse
[Chorus]
And, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy
But, instead, I stood there like a b*tch about to cry
And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind
But, instead, I hit the road, you took a load
I hope he gave you piece of mind

[Bridge]
Now I'm left here beating down the walls in my room
[Buddy?], I used to lie here [beating off the?] photographs of you
Now I finally have a reason I should get these off my phone
'Cause a friend I [had in you / hadn't knew?] is now the friend that takes you home

[Chorus]
But, in my head, I like to think I'm not that kinda guy
But, instead, I stood there like a b*tch about to cry
And, in my head, I stormed the room and hit him from behind
But, instead, I hit the road, you took a load
I hope he gave you piece of mind