Pain lyrics

[Chorus]
I don't know why I feel like dying
Wake up and smile and f*cking lie
Get out your bed and feel like dying
Feeling like this weight is harder
I don't know why I feel like dying
Wake up and smile and f*cking lie
Get out your bed and feel like dying
Feeling like this pain is harder

[Verse]
I do not want you to save me
I do not wanna save myself
I wish I could stop thinking
I hate this f*cking feeling
And I fake another smile
[?]
Stop the voices [?]
(Feeling like [?])
And I can't f*cking breathe
I'm the monster I used to kill
So f*ck, I lost my mind
Your love is a f*cking lie
And I can't f*cking breathe
I'm the nightmare inside my drеam
So f*ck, I lost my mind
Your love is a f*cking lie
[Chorus]
I don't know why I feel like dying
Wakе up and smile and f*cking lie
Get out your bed and feel like dying
Feeling like this weight is harder
I don't know why I feel like dying
Wake up and smile and f*cking lie
Get out your bed and feel like dying
Feeling like this pain is harder
I don't know why I feel like dying
Wake up and smile and f*cking lie
Get out your bed and feel like dying
Feeling like this weight is harder
I don't know why I feel like dying
Wake up and smile and f*cking lie
Get out your bed and feel like dying
Feeling like this weight is harder