Waving Goodbye lyrics

I am waving goodbye
To friends, lovers and family
I’ve lost hope in you all
No one came to save me

I am so young
Still nobody ever thought about me
I’m surrendering now
To the void that makes me crave it more and more

Am I egoistical?
Sure, think whatever you want, man
I am waving goodbye
What does it matter now?

I wonder, will I rot?
Will they discover me halfway gone
How ironic is this?
Everybody came to see me hang from the rooftop