Use the Birth for All It’s Worth lyrics

[Verse 1]
Do you ever wonder if there is a God?
Because if there was, I think he prolly would've stopped the bully cutting off my bike lock
Back in, like, the fifth grade, or maybe stop a sweatshop where all this Apple sh*t's made
Maybe take a break from social media
Maybe we can read encyclopedias
To understand each other's perspective, 'cause I believe in God
But, I know it's really odd that everybody seems to be suffering, yeah

[Verse 2]
I just fantasize about some answers
Then, I pray for no more calls from Mom
Tellin' me another family member's dyin' from cancer, you can keep that
But a joint'll keep it together, it's like a kneecap
I remember, high school, I auditioned for the play
Then, there was a kid at my lunch table
I won't name names, but you'll know in the end
Then, he called me a faggot, I really thought we were friends, weren't we?

[Instrumental]

[Verse 3]
Brain chemistry, a little thrown off
So, I tried the Prozac
Two-faced, like the kids who used to always tell me that my sh*t was so wack
Now they tryna talk and conversate, like
Like, maybe, "Hey man, how's it been?"
Um, sh*t has been decent, and then I made some new friends
Shouts out to the 102 BOYZ for always keepin' it real
Weight keeps on droppin', the doctor said stop skippin' meals
Wavehouse would've never got me a deal, okay
[Verse 4]
Tweakin' 'bout the music sh*t, me and Ben would take turns
Never knew a genius 'til I conversate with Claire Ernst
Financial Aid is tryna f*ck with my family
You f*ckin' suits have never even met my mom or my dad
Then there was this kid, I think he used me for a feature
To skip runnin' the mile, I used to hide behind the bleachers
Listeners DM me sayin', "I don't know what to do with life"
I don't reply because I don't know either, I'm out

[Instrumental]

[Verse 5]
Childhood is fadin' away, like some elderly glitter
That's why I cried so much when I heard about the death of Mac Miller
I got a painting from my ex-girlfriend on my birthday
Workin' at the pool, but I'm the one who leave the first day
If you're wonderin', I never got my bike lock
Durin' the apocalypse, it's "Wavy Dave," we'll tie the knot
So I had to walk home, but it's really fine with me
'Cause I picked the route with all the prettiest trees, okay

[Verse 6]
I apologize for being so selfish, on occasion that it's me
Without my drama teacher, I don't know where I'd f*cking be
Because it is the human way to feel invalid and lonely
Yeah, I've been a sh*tty friend I'm sorry, Liz, and I'm sorry, Joey
Social paranoia, punishment worthy of none
Thank you, Erin, always tellin' me that I could be someone
If you've been depressed, join me and we'll move on
Use the birth for all it's worth
Hello, John
[Chorus]
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace
I just wanna find peace of mind
I wanna find peace of mind

[Outro]
It's been great
Catchin' up with you, y'know?
Like, I hope we can do this again