I need you lyrics

Rip to my cuh man that was my blood
Ain’t sh*t been the same without you thug
This weed don’t feel like the same drug
Ever since you left been by myself
Last 3 years been a living hell
My girls been the only thing that’s been real
My hearts been hurt so much that I keep it sealed
So I smoke weed hoping that I’m numbing the pain
My emotions been like a wrecked train
I’ll go down nameless n*gga f*ck the fame
People couldn’t figure it out so I’m the one they blame
I been off white just like Cocaine
Who would’ve ever thought I’d feel this much pain
Holy f*ck man it’s been a damn shame
Had room to grow so a n*gga done changed
I had the greatest intentions but caused the most pain
I member so many nights where I was caught up in that rain
Lately I’ve had my head in the stars with the planes
Some of the sh*t I been through would drive u insane
I been kicked around for a minute and sh*t I’m drained
But it seemed that the more that I lost the more that I gained
So I take it one day at a time smoking on gains
I ain’t got time to play man I’m sick of these games
This my ball my game my court
So whatever I say you move by my accord
Better do wat I say and don’t fall short
Atta boy there there you go sport
Be a team player and don’t say sh*t
Make the wrong move and everybody get hit
Ain’t sh*t for a boy to rock yo muthaf*cking wicks
Back in school man I thought I wasn’t gonna be sh*t
Till I picked up that pen and they said daddy look at yo kid
I wasn’t that smart but with the pen I was a wiz
So I tried rap maybe one day I’ll be big
But if I am not then it is what it is
This is my name my fam my biz
So when I go to saying i don’t owe you sh*t
I really don’t owe you sh*t you better split or you get hit