Upper Hand lyrics

[Verse 1]
I called in the middle the night
'Cause I can't sleep right
I'm too paranoid
I hate that I can't get it right
I tried all my life
I can't fill the void
These thoughts take control of my head
f*ck love, I've been left for dead
I get wasted again and again
Can't trust no one in the end

[Chorus]
Take me as I am
I'm f*cked up, I can't pretend
That I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand
No more second chances
I'm toxic, but not romantic
I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand

[Verse 2]
I'm throwing thesе stones at a glass house, oh-oh-oh
I stand by the еdge, I might crash out, oh-oh-oh
'Cause God only knows what I've done (God only knows what I've done)
I can't be the only one (I can't be the only one)
The price that you paid for my love (The price that you paid for my love)
Came with tears, you've already know
[Chorus]
Take me as I am
I'm f*cked up, I can't pretend
That I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand
No more second chances
I'm toxic, but not romantic
I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand