[Verse 1]
Diluted eyes, winning all these first prizes
Really makes me size this, feeling in my chest that wears disguises
Man this ain't Halloween, boyfriend dressed as a queen
But that isn't true, he's always been and not in between
[Verse 2]
And although you pick at my-
Precious baby boy, I know that in the end it's because you're all a bunch of soy ass losers sitting alone in the basement that your grandpa made
Better check that saved data on your Nintendo Switch lest you'll have to create-
[Verse 3]
A new beginning
Like the one in which I've f*cking embarked
Climbing down these ladders and eating all the tree bark
For my survival, f*ck I ain't have no patience
Had no place to go not even home
f*ck my fathers cadence
[Verse 4]
When we went toe to toe within that Christmas tree
I finally realized that I must start pleasing me and f*ck you
And f*ck all that sh*t that you believe
And I know it isn't true yet you still like to see things
Your way, your side is the only-
Choice for me
You gave me that, you told me if I didn't agree that I'd be lonely
[Verse 5]
Charcoal burning stove, you're cooking all that sh*t that you stole
Away from my head when I was just 12 years old, told yall I ain't like church but you brainwashed me with cold waterboarding rags and a mouth washed out with soap
f*ck you!
And all my f*cking wrestlers that you stole
Without my f*cking permission didn't know that family could troll
Shoutout to my childhood nightmares, who kept me awake at night
While I was sitting up watching Boomerang the creatures cried