“I wonder” (UNRELEASED) lyrics

[Pre-Chorus]
And I wonder if you know what it means
What it means
And I wonder...

[Chorus]
I want Stevie know how lucky he is
He never seen no homicide
Never seen a n*gga momma cry
n*ggas puttin k behind gangs they killin now they dying
n*gga skipping school to catch a bus same sh*t that got him fried
All my partners say i'm the head, but I really feel behind
Trynna make a good life for my girl, been heavy on my mind
Early morning, dress up, go to work I ain't wearing no suit and tie
Either go slide or go suicide, this sh*t here called do or die

[Verse 1]
This a crazy feeling you build a n*gga up they feeling switching sides
This crazy that you said that dog Tony got that feeling out
I speak up on everything i seen, just gotta hear mе out
God [?] done in the dark, thats without a doubt
I dont like thе [?] let my feelings out
I was young then i got all my backs still againt the wall
n*ggas i fed hate to see me eat now still wanna see him ball
Folks i never talked to asking money i ain't even see him call
sh*t i never seen before, Lil Tony don't seen the goat
n*ggas watch me win my all damn life i still ain't see him toast
I jumped out the stance i seen them win, but thats a different note
Trynna make sure n*gga's eight feel like Lil Tony beat the moon
{Bridge]
And i wonder if n*ggas knew
Do n*ggas really peep the sh*t lil tony do
When they was starving i'm the one who gave them food
All them n*ggas would've told him see it too

[Pre-Chorus]
And I wonder if you know what it means
What it means
And I wonder If you know what it means
What it means
And I wonder...

[Chorus]
I want Stevie know how lucky he is
He never seen no homicide
Never seen a n*gga momma cry
n*ggas puttin K behind gangs they killin now they dying
n*gga skipping school to catch a bus same sh*t that got him fried
All my partners say i'm the head, but I really feel behind
Trynna make a good life for my girl, been heavy on my mind
Early morning, dress up, go to work I ain't wearing no suit and tie
Either go slide or go suicide, this sh*t here called do or die