SAY ILL GO TO BED lyrics

Say ill go to bed but i never do often
Never do i sleep imma catch it inna coffin
I wanna mosh , dont worry bout the cost
Take another sip , till i start to feel sorta lost

My eyes crossed , still i take another hit
Thinkin in my mind, boy i better go sit
I get lit in my house n i knit
Sippin on chai
No, my jams dont fit

I speak a bit
But i can't keep it up
Can't stay nice
When things get rough

It ain't tough
sh*t my life AINT sh*t
Got alotta good
But it ain't matter a bit

I focus on the bad
Always staring down
Become a drunken lad
Always bumping loud
My locus feelin sad
Demons all around
I choke n see my dad
Worry that he frown

What the f*ck you gon say to meee
When im gone but the feelings dont go
You say “shucks” it ain't meant to be
Ya not wrong , still seem a bit cold

I pop a pill of that ecstasy
Making me want you endlessly
But thats just some treachery
Thoughts of us flash relentlessly

*Neb Verse*

Yeah im keeping it real
Im never fading on em
They hope my passion is sealed
Im seeing angelshonest

Yeah

A real man , never acting
Fly as hell always man im feelin like alladin
Im just coolin wit the rap sh*t
Fly across the atlas
Been to hell and back
But i ain't saying that im hard
Im just saying that im meant for it
I feel it in my heart

All these that im bars whispering, i keep it in my tone
Leev hit my up on the phone
Say i need to go in so i follow thru
Make it show
Always keep it going yo i know

Im meant for this
Make em feel all jealous
Its just in my dna
Hit my phone
Yeah u know right