Up In Smoke lyrics

[Verse 1]
Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head
"Get out of bed" she said
So self-destructive
Up in smoke, all came to nothing
Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense
I wish you'd see my point of view
You're so uptight, loosen your screws

[Verse 2]
Try to find the words that you expect me to say
I know I let you down again
I get it
I see that look in your eye
I just hoped you could see
Swear to God that I tried
I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't
And I'm sorry
Heard you call
Did you want me?

[Bridge]
I had it all but inside I was drowning

[Chorus]
Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me
I can't live up to all your standards
Can we learn to disagree?
[Verse 3]
Building back the trust you lost in me again
You're so upset and stressed
So disappointed
Dig up the past
Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead
I know I f*ck up every time
I fall apart, you fall in line

[Verse 4]
I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood
I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough
A desperate longing from trust
I get so close but I crush it again
My integrity's spent
I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end
When you're gone, I'll be broken
Let it out
Cut me open

[Bridge]
Bury my head in my hands
How will I ever redeem myself?

[Instrumental Break]
[Chorus]
Pressure weighing down on me
I can't live up to all your standards
Can we learn to disagree?
Pressure weighing down on me
When I can't give you all the answers
You expect the worst of me

[Outro]
Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head
"Get out of bed" she said
So self-destructive
Up in smoke, all came to nothing
Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head
"Get out of bed" she said
So self-destructive
Up in smoke, all came to nothing