ABUSE ME lyrics

[ERISU:]
Lost inside my head, bleeding on the inside
If you wanna take a break, I think you’ve lost your mind
Cus I’ve been waiting I’ve been waiting for you all night
Just for you to tear my heart out, f*cking love me I-

f*ck you think you're going I can’t seem to grasp your time
What the f*ck? Where you been? Who’s been on your mind?
Cus I can’t seem to get attention almost always I
Seem to play second place in the worst ways

Tears up on my walls, f*ck you think you meant to me?
I haven’t been thinking clearly, I can’t feel a thing
You must’ve thought that it really f*cking got to me
But I’ve been dead for a long time
I’m numb to you

I’ll catch you in my memories, just think of me
And maybe when we meet again; I will follow, lead
It’s not that I’ve been playing victim, I just wanna bleed
I wanted this from the start just abuse me

[FRVR:]
sh*t f*cking hurts
Nothing ever works
I can feel it in my veins
Why do i feel the pain still
Why do i crave these f*cking pills
I need to make these dollar bills
Abuse me just to feel at all
Believed before now ill just fall

Apart
Everything i run from feels so close to me
Its dark
Every time i think about it i just freeze