[Intro]
Dear, diary
I don't really wanna write in my diary
[Verse]
If I met you I probably won't forget you
I get easily attached
Hoping that my feelings are intact
I don't wanna let you go, don't let me go
I know I keep my distance, please just listen
I'm not dissin', I got trouble forming bonds
Afraid of coming on too strong
I'm just holding on for the day I know what to say
It's on the way, I swear it's on the way
So many songs that I wanted to write
But I never know if my approach would be right
I'm working on it, but I got so many flaws
I'm not close to perfect, please hold the applause
Will I ever love her? Will she ever love me?
I could use the company, now that would be lovely
Surround myself with people that are better looking
A pot of friendship is all I wanna be cooking
I'd like to work out our differences
I'd like to exercise my right to ask for forgiveness
If I hurt you and for the wrongs that I've done
Hate asking for help, but are you offering some?
Long for a social life though solitude is dear to me
Experience death every time I go to sleep
Always been the quiet kid that talks a lot
Ponder life at the parking lot
It's just a ride, but still I've gone through strife
Ever since I was a child I've been mad inside
But I'm grown now, put that nonsense aside
Through the ups and downs I still managed to survive
In the battle with life I don't ever see it beating me
What a glorious piece of art, the art of being me
I just wanna prove myself before I lose my health
Being a disappointment is my greatest fear
So I won't be satisfied until I'm the greatest here
Being a disappointment is my greatest fear
So I won't be satisfied until I'm the greatest here
[Outro]
Dear diary
Would you ever lie to me?