The sadness in my smile lyrics

[Intro]
I changed my mind, and [?]

[Verse 1]
I'm never happy with myself
I got demons on my self
[?]
I take over for my health
I got liquor that might help
For my money, f*ck you up
She's my heaven, but she leave me
In the end, I'll be in Hell

[Bridge]
f*ck you, f*ck that

[Verse 2]
Cut my wrist again
f*ck my b*tch again
Just another f*ckin' day that I'm not happy with
Suicidal wish
My heart is [?]
I hate myself, I hate my friends, I didn't come to this

[Bridge]
Changed my mind
[Verse 3]
You're a f*ck on my anxiety
I'm not even reality
I hate the society
I think I'm a tragedy
I feel like I'm floating in this heart, I f*cking see
My head kinda hеavy and cold and it's hard to breathe

[Outro]
I think this is goodbye