No Going Back lyrics

[Chorus: Atlus]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candlestick
On the wrong road, tryna fix these cracks
So close now, I can't go back

[Verse 1: GAWNE]
Home
See me running out that door 'cause I'm GAWNE, b*tch, so long
I promise you that once I leave, I can never run laps
I won't ever come back to my past, man, I can't, not a chance
'Cause the pain was insane from the way I was trapped
Twenty-two years, had to live through the crap
But I made my escape and the anger amassed
Payback to the world, now I'm the man
b*tch, I'm the motherf*cking man
f*ck, God damn, never had a plan
All I ever did was, I just go ham, so, I just throw hands
And f*ck what you heard about my past
You could get hurt looking back
So, I don't wanna hear a word about that blurted out
From the little bird around motherf*cking word of mouth crap
'Cause I started from the bottom, but I made it to the summit
Never panicking when I was in the gutter
'Cause I do it for my mother, making music for my brother
So, for every motherf*cker who was telling me I'd never leave a legacy
When I was down and losing my identity and pedigree
I thought I'd never be able to shred a beat again
But then the heavenly amenity gave me the strength to better me
So, presently, I'm turning into someone you could never be, uh
My life use to be a big struggle, how to lift the pieces everyday
Tryna save a few dollars just so I could have a budget for the studio?
You could never knock my hustle, watching my mama work 12 hour days
Stung me, like touching hydrogen peroxide
All the nights I suffered, I ain't never going back home
Hell no, I'm running, feet don't fail me now, I'm coming
[Chorus: Atlus]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candlestick
On the wrong road, tryna fix these cracks
So close now, I can't go back

[Verse 2: CHVSE]
Home
What you know about being down on yourself? Uh
Always feeling homesick even when you're home
And you never really figured that out but
Maybe I been thinking 'bout the past
Hated being sick of always sitting in the house, uh
Now I'm pretty healthy, but I'm scared to live my life
'Cause I don't do so well inside a crowd
Motherf*cker, "I don't need no booze, I don't need no jewels"
"I don't need no sleep, I don't need no food"
Tried to tell the teachers, "I don't need no school"
Now they look at me like, "He's so cool"
I got déjà vu when I see y'all fools
I don't need no help, there will be no deuce
I got women in my room and they need my juice
So, I f*ck em 'til they drop like a DJ do
What the heck, baby, just come and have sex, baby
I been thinking a lot, I swear it ain't you, I'm drivin' myself crazy
sh*t, I'm feeling depressed lately, but I know I'm blessed daily
And I should just focus on me, huh, and never let them phase me
Damn, but I do, so, tell me who to blame when I feel it comin' through
I got the fire in my veins, spit at every one of you
Until the fever set, and there ain't no coronavirus flu, woo
Mix it with Ebola, glow up, hold up, it's an epidemic
Never let it into you and I know, yeah
I noticed they hold us at a higher level than the f*ckin rest of you, woo
[Chorus: Atlus]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candlestick
On the wrong road, tryna fix these cracks
So close now, I can't go back