The Last of Us lyrics
by GAWNE
[Chorus]
I been so depressed these days I feel like I'ma die
Even when with you, I still got demons on my mind
Tried to run away, but there was nowhere I could (Hide)
No one left to save me, maybe I should say goodbye
[Verse 1]
Say goodbye, pay no mind
I'm like a bear in Chicago, the 19-9 '85 team Walter Payton
I pray to God I become greater than anyone
Who ever made a rhyme
That includes dead or alive
I'm on top of the mountain, it's been a ride
Facе it, I was never s'posed to win
Facе it, I was probably gonna quit
Face it, I would never beat the odds
I said they could suck on my di*k with no latex I'm the apex
Predator of the game, yes, wanna demonstrate that I'm
Eighty-eight times better than you nameless motherf*ckers
You ain't really nothin' but a, uh, pain in the anus
Y'all finna reap what you sow
Put a needle and string in your vagus, nerve
Then I rip out the lazers, scar tissues down your legs
Head, neck, spine, and where your rib cage is
Student of the f*cking game
School is never what I favoured
Quit the first trimester, like when aborting a baby
Still I've always had a labor
Lord, forgive me for what I know not
What I do I been beat up, bruised and left broken
Every day I grew colder, still talkin' to my demons
What you know about an omen?
Medicated since '06, cold turkey went sober
Life was given a new meaning, now that I'm off of that dosage
I can finally feel emotions, funny thing about emotion
I can't seem to control it, doctor said I'm bipolar
Always losin' my composure, people tellin' me I'm crazy
I just tell 'em what I always tell 'em
That I already f*ckin' know this, rotator cuff swollen
Yep, it hurts, so in other words, I got a - chip on my shoulder
[Chorus]
I been so depressed these days I feel like I'ma die
Even when with you, I still got demons on my mind
Tried to run away, but there was nowhere I could (Hide)
No one left to save me, maybe I should say goodbye
No one left to save me, maybe I should say goodbye
[Verse 2]
Yeah, my life's been a little bit cra-zy
Growin' up as a kid, I was so anxious every day
Tried to run astray but I couldn't get away from the pain
That was comin' from my own brain
I would get a migraine every time I went outside
But I still tried to lie to my mom and tell her that I'm fine when I really was not okay
Why was I this way? I think I'ma say
Me when I cry 'cause he won't hear my pain
Even when I pray, even when I fell
Had to get myself, up and I wasn't well
No one gave me help, did it by myself
What I've been through was, nothing short of hell
There were days when I, used to shriek and yell
Like a screaming child, lettin' the demons out
Screaming, had enough of my demons feeding
Muster up enough peace to leave 'em
Memories still cut deep, yeah, nothing's really gonna stop that bleeding
Last of us, I'm a dying breed
But the irony's that I can finally see
That monster growin' inside of me was nothing more than anxiety