No One Will Mourn You Here lyrics

Decades of isolation
Trapped in a body and mind overtaken
By all the sh*t
I thought I'd outgrow
All of the moments that have stained my soul
The moments where I find
Texture and definition
Memories I spent, every day hiding in

Where do I start?
Where do I end?
The line that I blur
No longer exists

The prodded pendulum swings without intent

Anger turned inward
Finds ways to survive
Psychosis avoided through averted eyеs

I do not see, so I am blind
I do not feel, so I am fine

Joy and peace arе wasted on me (Wasted on me)
I shake when I'm awake
And I shiver in my sleep
The floor is never too far to fall on
Hell and my head have a lot in common
Blood runs cold with fear
No one will mourn you here

My mind is a loaded gun
And all of its damage can't be undone
Where do I start, where do I end?
If this is the entrance, where is the exit?

Sniveling little f*ck up
Nothing is ever my fault
Protect my weakness, no matter the cost

Look at me motherf*cker
Feel me underneath
Notice me in every nerve
Giving everyone less than they deserve

A dormant madness with meat in its teeth
A swallowed tongue gives way to relief

Joy and peace are wasted on me (Wasted on me)
I shake when I'm awake
And I shiver in my sleep
The floor is never too far to fall on
Hell and my head have a lot in common
Blood runs cold with fear
No one will mourn you here

No one will mourn you here