DEMENTIA lyrics

I'm f*cked up, I'm f*cked up
I'm so p*ssed, I'm so p*ssed
Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends
Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself

It sucks, I'm f*cked but I'm excusing my issues
One minute you love me then you're hurting me
And how the f*ck could you lie?
But yet you know that I've missed you
You let the substance take over, you've gone in insane

I-I-I just want some honesty, can you quit screwing up my head
You we're all the rest I had and now you're chewing up the lead
Would you even f*cking care if I explained to you how I bled
Now I really know the reason to why I wish I was dead

I can't feel my face, I can't feel anything anymore
Block the f*cking pain
And you know that I've been, shut the door

What do I do?
Fight you?
b*tch I'm nothing like you
Wonder why I don't call, and don't write you
I don't even like you, I don't even try to
Bad
But I guess I'm down bad, yeah I guess I'm down bad
Oh my f*cking god, am I right?
Am I wrong?
Am I one to kill myself or am I too strong?

Sometimes I forget where I'm at, can we get back to that
I don't even need to react, I'm by myself
I got issues and they say I need help, that I need saving, I
I'm stuck inside this hell, don't wanna change and I
Am I right, am I wrong?
Am I one to kill myself, or am I too strong?
I could just forget it all, and throw my life away, yeah
Oh my f*cking god

I'm f*cked up, I'm f*cked up
I'm so p*ssed, I'm so p*ssed
Wanna kill my friends, wanna kill my friends
Wanna kill myself, wanna kill myself