​Mutilate lyrics

[Intro]
(branwen)

[Verse 1]
Lay me down, I can take the pain
Beds of nails, honestly I wait
Turn me on, abuse me while I say
"Baby, I love you, I would never stray"
And when hope is gone, will will lead the way
I've been f*cked over and I pray
You don't take advantage of my state
When I'm gone, I'll protect you from the grave
Weekends I would spend stuck on you, I regret
Still, I'd save you for the death of me, I feel you in my chest
I'd give you my breath and I would carry you on my back
But I settle for the worst fate yet
Alright, no matter my path, I swear I'm alright
Right over my head, she's burning all ties
Thank me when I'm dead, when I expire

[Chorus]
Watch her mutilate my open eyes
She eviscerates the last of us
And our human brains could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and I'll spit in your face
This does not feel how it's supposed to feel
I feel lonely right now, good time to break the seal
So I drink till I'm big numb
It's the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call, I can't help but wonder how the morning went
Don't say sorry 'cause I know you'd cave and do it again
I'd rather be alone than to make amends at this crossroads
[Verse 2]
Check the time, I'm sorry that I'm not sober though
I put big bucks in this bottle so I'ma put that down my throat
I'm tryna dodge this ash that's falling, I can't let it hit my clothes
I'm not tryna f*ck, I'm just tryna get lit then go home
Yeah, I felt I left planet Earth
I need to think with my feelings first
Part the crowd up 'cause I walk through turnt
Take me on my word, I cannot be burnt out right now
'Cause I do not care if you were feeling me right now
I'm in that zone, you don't glue to me right now
I'm thinking about the sh*t they put me through before right now
Let me be the proof that they don't choose for me right now

[Chorus]
Watch her mutilate my open eyes
She eviscerates the last of us
And our human brains could not comprehend the reasoning
But I await her reckoning
Request the help and I'll spit in your face
This does not feel how it's supposed to feel
I feel lonely right now, good time to break the seal
So I drink till I'm big numb
It's the only time I could say something with confidence
After that call, I can't help but wonder how the morning went
Don't say sorry 'cause I know you'd cave and do it again
I'd rather be alone than to make amends at this crossroads