​solitude RE lyrics

[Intro]
Life, you're a f*cking idiot
Eric Godlow on this beat so it's blessed
f*ck the media
Tell me, tell me
Come on now
Welcome
f*ck, I don't even—, f*ck
(You were a friend of me, now you're my enemy
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[Verse 1]
I have changed, I guess I became an as*h*le
I drink fifths right through the morning then I'm out cold
So how the f*ck I'm doing it better than you? It's your fault
You've been beat by somebody on the brink of burial
You're a disappointment and I wish momma had aborted you
'Cause I'd rеach deep inside her body until I'm choking you
f*ck the scеne, you're all some fa-fa-fags, Twitter spoils you
Still, I wish I could do more damage than these words will do
Take my livelihood away, give me one person I can trust
I'd trade it all inside my shell of flesh and blood
I hope death is empty space and nothing but pain and thoughts
Take the pain away
They talk-they talk plenty sh*t but I have time today
I just called the Lyft to scoop you from my place
Baby, I'm grateful you had time to talk and stay, I am, I am
Holy f*ck, yo, uh
[Verse 2]
Uh, my name takes seven hours of his nine-to-five
And plenty more hours when it come to night
Why he all on my di*k? He just cheated on wifey
I'm making the waves you been swimming you pike
The same mouth that flame the same ones that recite
My songs for me when they go on a drive
Ah, aight?
I guess that means I'm doing something right (Okay)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I just met people that could've done wonders
I ruined my chances because I'm a drunkard
I'll blow in this b*tch, baby get in the bunker
These women I f*ck know I don't even want 'em like that, like that
Twenty-seven is not outta the plan, twenty-seven I won't go to heaven
I am seventy-five percent sure I'll be warm in hell
This sh*t 'bout feeling my feelings and I do not take it well
I need to take me some drugs just to be myself, uh, uh
Welcome to DNA, I hope you kill yourself, uh, uh