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[Intro]
Late at night in this hotel, I been missin' you
How you f*ck on me and tell me I give life to you?
It's ironic 'cause I'm dead without you
We broke up and I can't help but miss you

[Verse 1]
I'm a soldier and I'm disposable, but I can't help but feel these emotions
And I will love you until the end of time
I'm heaving, how the f*ck did I meet someone so divine?
I know my body doesn't work but I swear I try
All this Zoloft in my system, I can't sleep at night
Plus this alcohol, plus these drugs I take
I wish I could be the one to hold you where you crave
But I can't though
I'm an addict, I wish God had told me to take it slow
Maybe they did but, I get the memo
I ignored it while I pass out in this rental
Watch me die slow
You ain't seen this side of me, but frankly no one has
I'm with Eric in this call, he my f*ckin' brah
I make songs about my mental and I pray it slaps
That's what fuels me to go on, without it I collapse

[Chorus]
Talk is worth nothing with love evolved
And I f*cked up and I regret it
And I know you've moved on
But I'm f*cked up and you're not and I'm so overjoyed about that
[Verse 2]
I got plenty heart but not enough soul
Got plenty b*tches on me, could never come close
But really I'm just a fake, I'm an as*h*le
So I beat up on myself for I have done wrong
So we fight and decay
I've thought about it and I'm to blame
I've lived a little then I break
I've hurt myself and I'm ashamed

[Chorus]
Talk is worth nothing with love evolved
And I f*cked up and I regret it
And I know you've moved on
But I'm f*cked up and you're not and I'm so overjoyed about that

[Outro]
[?] I'll be at your house soon
[?]
f*ck you and you're f*cked