State of mind (freestyle) lyrics

[Intro]
(coughing) Y'all already know what the deal is, I'm gonna be freestyling for you guys today
This is gonna be freestyle number one, so get the f*ck off my di*k

[Verse]
Everyone hating me and it's putting me to the test, while all these pus*y b*tches walk around like they the rest (uh)
Thinking that they the best (uh), thinking they won't invest (uh)
My mind feels disaster in a world of so much matter and everyone talks down on it like a dinner platter
And everyone just leaves me so what's it really matter?
I walk around this city feeling so uninvited, while everybody else seems to know what they've decided
Sometimes I'm in my head and I feel that I should start a riot, but instead I keep my thoughts in and I choose to be so quiet
Most people I know say that I should quit music and sometimes I agree but I know that I will never do it
Why should I give up on something that I love while they keep on moving forward into something so much high above?
I know I have a time limit for everything that I do 'cause when I'm twenty three I think that I will owe some dues
Fact of the matter is I think that I'll be dead, 'cause everyday I think of it inside my f*cked up head
When I was a little kid, I went through a traumatic, it may seem real dramatic but it's stuck like it's magnetic (uh)

[Outro]
(yuh, uh)
Y'all already know I killed this motherf*cking sh*t, in the motherf*cking booth
All by myself so y'all get the f*ck off my di*k
Right now motherf*cker