​lilies lyrics

Look at all those lilies there must be f*cking hundreds
The choruses of frogs were croaking through our car window
I think we're leaving or just crossing the country
Grabbed a couple scrunchies just in case our hair grows long
We were going to vermont you could see the stars above us
I swore that they were brighter or maybe it was just a phone
In the bed reflected on the window my cousin died that night but
We wouldn't hear about it till morning
You and i were meeting i could see you in the mirror
Suns already down, its been getting warmer
I think I’m getting warmer, wish that i was glowing
Wish i was mother nature its a funny thing to want i know
She was a tough kid
She never finished high school
Never went to college just started setting sh*t on fire
That's what her parents told the PTA addicted to books and satan
Nobody cared to hear her songs
I guess that i dunno exactly what I’m saying
Oh I wanna send everyone to space right now
You’ll be so goddamn pretty like the stars and
Be looking down at everything so far away so far away

I will get a job again i’ll stop doing all this teenage sh*t
You will never hear from me but you will be proud of me
I’ll leave this awful rabbit hole that took away my sympathy
I will bring the seasons back even if it kills me