Mental Healing Freestyle lyrics

[Intro]
(EJ Beats)
(Dee Major, baby)

[Verse]
I'm tired of this fake-ass love they be giving
Say you ain't the same, but I'm knowin' you ain't different
Off a Perc' right now, I was getting in my feelings
I think people try to hurt me just to see if I'ma feel it
I was tryna feel some things I ain't felt in a lil' minute
I was giving you my heart, my last came with it
You was shootin' for the stars, I was shootin' for a milli'
I was young and I ain't understand, I'm older, now I get it
Call my phone, "What you doin'?" b*tch, I'm workin', I ain't chillin'
Say you love me when I'm down, but hate it when I'm winnin'
I was sober for some years, but I got a junkie in me
Family in the chain gang, I ain't seen 'em in a minute
Black tee, black sheep, I'm the one that you had left out
Stars in the roof, now I'm hеaded to the Westsidе
I'll never fall in love with a b*tch, I know she ain't mine
Treat her like the Rollie on the wrist, watch her pass time
Used to be in love, but I learned my lesson back then
I just want a ho who do it better than my last b*tch
I'm pourin' up the red, Kayla told me I was damaged
I got problems in my head, baby, I come with some baggage
But Gotti comin' home, I don't wanna see his mama cry
Big boss, I ain't trippin' if a n*gga gotta die
Tryna get them M's for that pain in his mama eyes
I gotta be headstrong, but deep down, it's hurtin' me inside
I was down bad, had to call the plug back
I know the script, I'm stickin' to it like a thumbtack
I cut 'em off for playin' games, how you love that?
Shawty got to thuggin' with my heart, I had to thug back
I could press a button on you, b*tch, killer pop off
Wanted a lil' guidance, but my daddy, he was lacked up
I wanna see my cousin one more time, but she boxed up
Graveyard, talkin' to the dead, b*tch, I'm chopped up
Started from the bottom, now I'm CEOin' business
Granny told me never ever put no trust up in these b*tches
When they speakin' from mistakes that they had made, you gotta listen
I'll be workin' 'til the sun comes up, I ain't finished
My brother told me keep that thing on me
Thinkin' to myself like, "Why they changed on me?" Yeah
I'ma pull up on you, gas tank on E
If you love me like you say you do, you gotta show me some
Bae, I gotta see