Laughing Stock lyrics

I've accepted my defeat
I've made my bed but I refuse to sleep
I'm not happy, I never was
I never will be

I'll lower myself down
While you all just stand around
Why are you all so f*cking happy?

Let me be the punchline to your joke

Manic, psychotic
I think I've f*cking lost it
I can't be helped
I'm in this hell
There's no f*cking way that I'll be leaving

Maybe I'll slit my wrists
Just to feel something better than this