Dream of Abandonment lyrics

There is only this looming feeling
There is only this
I don't know what I want to say
I don't think I belong here
The terror, the terror
Rots somewhere inside
That you can't reach
I feel cornered
But everyone wants to look away

I know that I deserve this
I know that I deserve this
I know that I deserve this
I know that I deserve this

Stop
I can see the exit clearly now
No, I don't mean
Maybe...
I
I don't know
Too many times
Too many times
I feel I'm missing something
Why do I feel so scared
I know that I deserve this
I know that I deserve this
I know that I deserve this
I know that I deserve this

I had a dream
That there was a way out