​im cis lyrics

f*ck IT
I'M NOT SICK
I'M NOT GAY
I'M NOT TRANS
I'M NOT TRAUMATIZED

So many thing that I wish I'd never externalized
You're treasured for bearing your soul until it's weaponized

I wanna have a good time
Keep a few secrets from the 20,000 eyes
I'm f*cking done with the 2,020 knives
I'm over bleeding out. I just wanna feel nice

I say that none of my songs are about being trans
I wish that none of my songs were about """f*cked up past"""
Everyone has f*cked up pasts, it's not a free pass

I wanna party while I still can