​been thinking lyrics

[Chorus]
I don't know how to feel 'bout my current situation
I feel like sh*t and I know, that I need a vacation

[Verse 1]
I've been f*cking with some b*tches when I'm bored
Got your girl texting me, she's a whore
Find me with the f*cking blade on the floor
I see the blood but I just want more

[Bridge]
I'm probably going to hell
There's for sure one way to tell
Rope on my f*cking neck won't fail
Got the knife to my arm, f*ck health

[Verse 2]
I've been thinkin, don't wanna feel this way
I cut my f*cking arms but it makes me feel insane
I stay up in my room all by myself to this day
Don't go out in public cause all these thoughts intruding
You don't wanna f*ck with me
Tired of feelin' f*cking empty
Wishin' death upon my enemies
And I'll never give you no f*ckin sympathy
[Chorus]
I don't know how to feel 'bout my current situation
I feel like sh*t and I know, that I need a vacation
I don't know how to feel 'bout my current situation
I feel like sh*t and I know, that I need a vacation