Free Kyu From The Mental Hospital lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've been doing pretty fine 'cause I'm feeling kinda regular
Throw away my feelings, now I'm numb, is that irregular?
I would say I know myself and that's down to molecular
When I was like 10, I found out that I was secular
Bang-bang, shoot my shoots, and it f*cks me up
Learn from my mistakes, I build a wall, now you can't f*ck me up
I just want your tongue, f*ck I'm feeling gone, I'll still be your pawn
It's to you I'm drawn, like a pretty swan, hope that don't sound wrong
I'm sparking up that sh*t, that sticky goes straight to my brain
The way I'm seeing sh*t, does not compare to when I saw your face
And that's a crazy thing to say 'cause I think my sh*t it was laced
But it still smelled kinda good, but it's you who I wanna taste
I have something quite important that I really have to say
Free my boy Kyu from the mental hospital I'm sure he did nothing wrong
Then free mysеlf from all these feelings that got me feeling likе a shark
That bar makes full sense to me 'cause I don't really f*ck with sharks
When I'm thinking of the pain, it got me glowing
I be analyzing that sh*t until I'm growing
Learn from mistakes, it's not that hard, until i'm slowing
Now I'm feeling kinda cold as if it's snowing

[Verse 2]
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