Penance Permission lyrics

This weight is gaining the upper hand
Gravity's got me stuck to the land
Only wanna be stuck when you’re gone
Only when I feel like holding on
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They say that it's darkest just before the dawn
I keep holding up the phone line
With my incessant mind crying
Out for help, Save me from myself
Another day, another life. Here we go
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Empty inside. Feels like my bones are cold
Opposite extreme at the end of the road
Somewhere in between is home for me
Yeah, I wanna let go of all of it
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In between these lines
Welcome to the paradise
You've been looking for throughout your whole life
In the spaces, we live
And again...