diary entry #1 lyrics

[Verse]
Feeling nothing
As if I'm waiting for something
Sitting every single
f*cking day in this apartment
Blaming all the problems
On the system (Why)
If I escape all the world
Mentality will suffer

Who do I blame
If I do this to myself
My reaction, like a chain
Spins around my neck
Only me and my force
I know I can do it right
If I try
If I give me another chance

[Chorus]
Feeling nothing
As if I'm waiting for something
(Another chance)
Sitting every single
f*cking day in this apartment
(Another chance)
Blaming all the problems
On the system (Why)
(Another chance)
If I escape all thе world
Mentality will suffer
(Another chancе)
Given to feel so much
(Wake) (Wake) (Wake) (Wake Up)
I am escaping the world
(Wake) (Wake) (Wake)
To live in up
(Wake Up)
Own little fantasy
(Wake) (Wake) (Wake)
To feel alive
(Wake Up!)

Only I can do
What I wanna do
(Wake Up)
When I feel so lost
I'm in my home
The world might feel small
Only I can bring
Meaning to
My life