​would i miss this lyrics

Everybody tryin' hard to keep their distance
I think I'm addicted to burnin' bridges
Everyday I wake up, I ask, "Would I miss this?"
I know I ain't gonna make it, I'm ok with it

I'ma keep on pourin' till my liver overflows
Keep swimmin' for answers my mind only knows
Honestly I'm scared as sh*t to die on my own
I just hope it's with a b*tch I can call my home

I wanna take one more shot at life, it's the last one
Pour me one more shot tonight, before I pass on
I wanna hear goodnight, but don't have anyone
I just can't see the light, I wanna see the sun

Everybody tryin' hard to keep their distance
I think I'm addicted to burnin' bridges
Everyday I wake up, I ask, "Would I miss this?"
I know I ain't gonna make it, I'm ok with it

I'ma keep on pourin' till my liver overflows
Keep swimmin' for answers my mind only knows
Honestly I'm scared as sh*t to die on my own
I just hope it's with a b*tch I can call my home

I wanna take one more shot at life, it's the last one
Pour me one more shot tonight, before I pass on
I wanna hear goodnight, but don't have anyone
I just can't see the light, I wanna be the sun