I reproach the one
Who created me so weak;
My brain was poisoned-
Destined to rot.
Perhaps once I was perfect with beauty.
Horns now pierce through my skull.
Unwilling to serve, I fell.
From the top of the throne
To replaced and left with two.
I walked with pride and was put down.
Now I am less
Than the one who comforts,
Less than those better than me.
I’ve turned greener than Iago,
Scaly and smooth,
Yet the vampire wants his blood warm.
I’m jealous of those
Who think more profoundly and love deeper.
Cupid missed and now
I’m left with envy.
An orange curly tail
And a pampered stomach,
Greedy and insatiable.
In hell He will force-feed me
Rats, toads and snakes.
Impure, my desires they lead.
I will be taken
Into the fire of wrath and fury.
I repent my crime
Of gluttony.
My life destroyed by this vice,
Smothered in brimstone.
Eternal hurt and tormented hearts,
Pale as pain.
Ashtoreth and Asmodeus
Aren’t the ones to blame for
My sorrow and my sins.
Long locks of red hair and a bitten cheek,
Love turns, lust turns,
Into the death urge.
With my love spurned,
I opted for fury.
Red and white behind the eyes,
I will be dismembered alive.
An unfaithful adulterer
Has drowned me in hell.
Toxic anger
Has spread through me,
My body is enveloped
And crumbles in wrath.
My avarice has set the woods aflame.
But below my skin will peel
As I boil in oil.
I have pushed over the eternal
For the sake of temporal things.
Greedy for experience,
Greedy for death.
So many times I’ve pushed to confront it.
I do not wish to dance with it,
With greed I want it whole.
Idleness and apathy,
I am broken by love.
The snakes writh and slither under me.
Slow and tired,
Responsibilities ignored.
My blood and bones
A burden on my shoulders.
The bridge to salvation
Crumbles and collapses.
Sloth has overtaken me.
Worse of the seven sins
I have tried three times,
Soon will be the final try.