Vicarious Moments lyrics

Had to live my life without no trust, these n*ggas chase
Break, break, break, break down
Had to live my life without no trust, these n*ggas chase
Yeah, look, okay

Tryna live my life without no trust, these n*ggas chase
sh*t wasn't goin' right, but all my life I had to fake
Prayin' for that night, I want the night I change my life
Yeah, want that night I change my life, yeah
sh*t was goin' bad, had to do somethin' about it
b*tches goin' left, I'm glad I f*cked 'em and got out it
You n*ggas the turn up, hell nah I ain't vouchin'
Nah, I ain't vouchin'
My brother told me whip, he brought the whip into the city
Brought it in the crib, he started whippin' in the kitchen, yeah
If you wasn't really with me, I can't vouch it but I know
My brother put dope in them couches, yeah
My mama wanted that sh*t out, yeah, yeah
My mama almost tossed it out, yeah, yeah
It's a hundred thousand dollars my brother put inside the house and you was finna throw it out, yeah
sh*t, I mean, a hundred f*ckin' thousand worth of drugs and you was finna throw it out
Woo, goddamn, that's some sh*t
A hundred thousand dollars worth of drugs, you was finna throw it in the mud
In the mud, in the mud, yeah
How I got into drugs, my brother really thug
Yeah, then he died, then I cried, now I got nothin' to hold me up
Hold me up, hold me up, hold me up, hold me up
Now I got no one to pour me up, pour me up, pour me up
I wish I could talk to him, pour me up
Come down and pour me up, pour me up, pour me up
Come down and roll one up, roll one up, roll one up
Come down and pour me up, pour me up, pour me up
Hold it down, come down and hold me up
You gotta hold me up (sh*t)
I'm talkin' 'bout this sh*t bad, you dig what I'm sayin'
Jim I miss the f*ck out you dog, damn
sh*t be crazy, I'm talkin' 'bout
Roll like two backwoods or somethin'
Might just sip 'em all by myself and I just talk to Jimmy
Even though he ain't here
sh*t weird but it's the only way I can goddamn stop from crying inside
Think about it like that
Think about Bankroll every day
sh*t crazy