Idk anymore lyrics

Marcy:
This is me trying to let it out, no i don't feel better now
The advice didn't work, i'll keep it locked inside - tired of living, i just wanna end it now

My heart's a prosthetic, i never wanna feel again
I've been cryin', ya, i've been such a mess

Just give me your confidence again
Just give me all of your love again
My mind never stops racing
Back and forth in my room still pacing
I dunno what to do anymore
Could you tell me where to go?
Prescriptions don't work anymore -
I'd give anything to feel nothing
You don't like me? that's relatable
Think i b*tch too much? that's relatable
Say i'm worth something? that's debatablе...
Doesn't matter what they say, bеcause i know i'm expendable...

On the inside, when i'm numb
I can calm down when i'm kept up
On the outside, when i feel these cuts
It doesn't hurt, i just see the blood

2007:
Vines wrap around my arms
Limbs like trees i be posted in the yard
Mossy heart, i got fungi in my mental
Roots planted in the ground, i've become sentential
One with nature, i'm mother earth
Don't pick my stems, you know that sh*t hurt
Rain, rain go away, come again another day
When the sun comes out, i'll crawl to the pavement
When will i sprout, i'm waiting
Count it up, carbon dating
Don't touch me i got thorns
Plant a seed, i'm reborn