Looking through old photo albums and I don't know why
I can't explain the feeling but it always makes me cry
And I'm trying my best to remember a time I wasn't sad
Of course I've got happy memories
But I can't say that the good outweighs the bad
The good outweighs bad
And it's hard to admit that I still wanna die sometimes
And it makes me feel like sh*t
That I'm not glad to be alive
And you call me dramatic
But I'm not looking for your sympathy
It's just the way it is
You know I wish that I could be happy