Drugs (just a generic edgy song) lyrics

I'm way too drunk to be all on my own
I got this bellyache, I gotta drink some more
And maybe I'll forget why I end up alone
Passed by a mirror, I'm stuck in my own world
Told myself I'm gorgeous but I'm not drunk enough
To pretend I give a f*ck
I know I said I love you like a thousand times tonight
But I don't ever wanna do you like that
I don't wanna f*ck it all up
And we've got some different vibes
And I'm so bad at lies

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you're such a baby, why you gotta be like that?
You hurt me, hug me just to stab my back

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you know the answer, but I'll repeat myself
Tomorrow if it helps you cope with it, yeah

Wanna leave home, can barely do my laundry
I'm so f*cking broke, but next year I'll be jumping
Into money pools, oh you're such a fool
But I do adore you
And I like your soul
Black as my vodka
Let me drink some more
Let me taste you more
God, I'm such a whore

I would never, ever, ever, talk like this
But you got me going through some weird ass sh*t
Like I know my sh*t and I don't know sh*t
Like I know that I'm a piece a sh*t
But c'mon, jump into my life
I know you'd love the ride

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you're such a baby, why you gotta be like that?
You hurt me, hug me just to stab my back
Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?
Oh you know the answer, but I'll repeat myself
Tomorrow if it helps you cope with it, yeah

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?

Am I on drugs?
Am I on drugs?
What do you mean, "am I on drugs"?