Tarot Cards lyrics

[Verse]
You say you got me and you always will
I can't shake the thought that your will is ill
I can feel it with the chills when my heart is still
But I’m still running for the hills
And reading tarot cards, just checking if it's real
It's a shot in the dark but my heart closed the deal
And I still fall apart ’cause of the doubt that I feel
I've been living for myself, focused on my mental health
Am I crazy? Cannot tell
Am I lazy? All is well
I've been meditating on my dreams everyday
You create your reality, that's what they always say
I read a book that said a new world is coming our way
Thought about the possibilities and I think I'll stay
I think I'll stay