If I Don’t Laugh, I’ll Cry lyrics

[Verse 1]
Went out the other night with all my friends
Started to feel like me again
Hadn't been that happy in a while
Had drinks and we put a sad song on
You're oh so casually brought up
There goes my night and goes my smile

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain
And I'm reminded that it all went to waste
And when my friends are asking if I miss you
What do I say?

[Chorus]
If I don't laugh I'm gonna cry
Don't wanna hear your name tonight
I'm finally happy, not in the mood
I don't wanna think about you
If I hear your name one more time
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright
But if I don't laugh I'm gonna cry, cry

[Verse 2]
Made my way to the bathroom, nonchalant
'Cause I felt like tears werе coming on
It's not what I planned for my big night out
Took me hours just to do my makeup right
If you'rе the reason it gets ruined I'll be p*ssed tonight
Either way mascara's running down
[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain
And I'm reminded that it all went to waste
And when my friends are asking if I miss you
What do I say?

[Chorus]
If I don't laugh I'm gonna cry
Don't wanna hear your name tonight
I'm finally happy, not in the mood
I don't wanna think about you
If I hear your name one more time
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright
But if I don't laugh I'm gonna cry, cry

[Bridge]
And I bet you're out with all your friends
Or maybe kissing someone new and you don't have to pretend
Like you don't miss me
Like you don't miss me

[Chorus]
If I don't laugh I'm gonna cry
Don't wanna hear your name tonight
I'm finally happy, not in the mood
I don't wanna think about you
If I hear your name one more time
I think I'm gonna lose my mind
Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright
But if I don't laugh I'm gonna cry, cry