My Life Is a Joke lyrics

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I think my life is a joke
I might be on too many drugs
I lost so many friends
I don't know who to hug
I wonder why I try
I swear my friends are on dope
All them looking for drugs
All they really wanna do is get high
I wonder why, do I try?
Yeah I think my life is a joke, sometimes
I think my life is a joke, sometimes
The cruel ones played on me
Since I was so young
I used to want to run away to somewhere fun
Well I could hide
I need you inside
I remember bein' alone
All those nights, I used to want to run away
To somewhere bright
And smile
And feel alright, yeah
I've been through so much pain
It helped me gain a lot
I wonder if I enjoyed a sunday if it rained alot
I cry, yeah
Thinkin' bout my past times
So many I wanted to be here right with me
They had to leave, unexpectedly
And I try to be there for them