WONDERING lyrics

[Verse]
I was out in Amsterdam
Eating psychedelic truffles
Can't figure out how I'ma bring this sh*t [?]
'Cause we got another show to play
Never thought I see a day I don't try to numb the pain
Tell me how you the one that's lost in this world
And you tryna give me directions
I just wanna live my life I don't want to
I know it might come with consequences
But I swear it's all good around my way
Margiela in my collection
And I feel the love more than I feel the hate
That's why I could never [?]
These b*tches going [?]
I told her she might [?]
500 for a [?]
[?] I swear this sh*t
And it's still gus gang and sketchy world
Wish I could tell them I had a babygirl
But I know I see them in my dreams again
And I can tell [?]
Baby I'ma give you everything
And to the valley in the hills I hear the angels sing
And f*ck the money the drugs I don't need anything
I really know that you the one that [?] wondering
[Outro]
I really know that you the one that [?] wondering
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