(Unwanted) Freedom lyrics

(Chorus)
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

(Verse 1)
I'm doin' anything just to get my mind off you
Writin' these bars cause I got nobody to talk to
I try to talk to you but you ain't listenin'
Walkin' through the storm in your cold got me shiverin'
She ain't missin' him, she got a heart of ice
She got a best friend, so she takes advice
Long nights without her voice, ain't nothin' nice
She don't say it but she lives it, f*ck your life
Lets keep it cordial, lets keep it friendly
I shoulda called ya, you shoulda text me
I-I guess there's no point lookin' back
A year and change down the drain, would you look at that? (Damn)
I said we need a break, day later took it back
I guess by then you had enough, you already snapped
If I could take it back, I probably woulda done it
But I guess it's done, here's the song you always wanted


(Chorus)
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing (barely)
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in (daily)
'Cause I got time while she got freedom (really)
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

(Verse 2)
I wanna tell you that I've changed so you come back
B-b-but really I ain't done that
I ain't been doin' sh*t, but tryna cope
Y-y-you got me sick, like you was my dope
I try to talk to other women, but there's no use
Tryna mold them to your frame, but they're no you
Yeah there's no you, just a y-o
And I'm over here wonderin' why yo?
I got time and she got freedom
She's just fine like she don't need 'em
I'm just lyin' like that how's how I treat 'em
When on the inside I'm really mournin' and grievin'
It's like the loss of my best friend
Out in the cold, I just want to step in
Startin' again, wonderin' when it will just end
I dunno if I can ever love again

(Outro)
I ain't mad, I ain't bitter, I'm just f*cked up (I'm just f*cked up)
I ain't mad, I ain't bitter, I'm just f*cked up (I'm just f*cked up)
No more laughs, no more dinners, we done f*cked up (We done f*cked up)
I ain't mad, I ain't bitter, I'm just f*cked up (I'm just f*cked up)
Tryin' to figure out what's what
(Chorus)
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing (barely)
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in (daily)
'Cause I got time while she got freedom (really)
'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even